Lunes, Marso 21

Stare

Staring blankly at your face
is better than staring at your back
while you walk away
It's easy to memorize your face
Than to erase it in my memory.

I know I won't be seeing that face for quite a long time
The curly hair, the smile, that black thing, that frown
That I'd used to stare everytime...
And I know that you can't treat me the way you used to be
But I swear from the bottom of my thalamus
No matter how cold and far I am to you
You'll always be the friend I used to love, care and treasure forever.

Always remember that you're always here in my heart...really
I'm just pretending as if I'm not hurt
As if I don't care at all
As if I don't miss you at all
But the truth is...
I want to hold you tight
I want to give you a big hug
I want to hold you forever
As if it's possible....but I know it's not...no more

I don't want to be a reason of someones pain
Most of all, of a friends pain
That's why I'm letting go
Let go of your hand eventhough I don't want to
Because I realize that I'm not worthy
Unworthy to be your friend
Unworthy to be your sister
Unworthy to be your best friend...

That's why I say nothing
And just watch your back as you walk away....................

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